This post is dedicated to someone. That person used to mean the world to me. Not anymore. After what i have been through over the past few days was pure HELL. I don't think any normal human being would be able to withstand that kind of mental torture.

Dear Someone,

I've had enough of all your crap. It's already been six long months and i can't take it anymore. I'm on the verge of breaking down and actually kill myself. As time goes by i'm painfuly forced to agree with the fact that you're actually taking advantage of me for my kind nature. Those around me would agree that i'm naive and i'm a nice person though abit outspoken at times. Many times my parents have warned me about people who would make use of me because i'm nice. People like YOU. I've had it. I'm sick and tired of all this and i want it to end as soon as possible. You're screwing up MY life and MY mental state of mind. You told me that you would change which was why i gave in to you and allowed you a chance to redeem yourself. Now i painfully regret that decision. I've stressed myself out over you and that's not all. Even my family have to be brought in just to PLEASE you and to be there for your every whine and complaint. Let me tell you this, i'm no slave to anyone and by giving in to you time after time doesn't mean you can simply just throw your fucked up tandrums as and when u like. The more i tpe the more pissed off i get at you. Get this through your thick skull, I HATE YOU. No more chances, no more turning back. I've taken a wrong path down this road of pain and now i'm getting myself out of it. you made me feel like a pile of shit that you could just step on as and when you like and you have absolutely NO self-respect. You don't even know how to present yourself before someone else's parents. Now i finally understand why previous ones before me couldn't give a damn. It's because of your fucked up, stinking,stubborn attitude. I've given in to you WAY too much and i'm ending it here and NOW. So just stay out of my life bitch and good riddance to YOU.

On a lighter note, i feel much better without you in my life anyway.