I just reached home from an overnight LAN session with my clan members. That being only 4 of us from the clan actually staying. It was truly pathetic i tell you. I never seen a worser turnout for a clan outing. And to think that the team is actually having thoughts of participating in the World Cyber Games(WCG). Plenty of complications arose concerning the establishment of our 'home base' or in more technical terms a place for us to conduct training sessions to train up. Even though i'm a nobody to the members of this clan i find it compelling against my nature not to help out even though i stand a very little chance of actually being part of the WCG team. Issues concerning clan members have to be discussed and it has to be made compulsory that players participating in the WCG come for training sessions. If not, how would the team actually train up their communication skills and at the same time work on their teamwork? If this continues i think they should just abolish all thoughts of even getting through the preliminaries.

Thats about it for my clan. Now to focus more on the outing. It's time to get some steam off my chest. What really pissed me off was my chief's girlfriend. Even though i've already broken up with my girlfriend, i thank god for blessing me with a girl who wasn't like her. She thinks that the whole world actually owes her a living. So what if people are laughing at you, it's none of your busniess even if they weren't laughing at you. But you had to think otherwise and ended up scolding the three of them even though you just met two of them. Even if your boyfriend didn't feel embarrassed i would feel the exact same way. I don't understand how could you just create a scene in public and make 6 guys wait for you to finish crying. What the fuck do we owe you? NOTHING. Get this, we owe you N.O.T.H.I.N.G . But we waited for the sake of not wanting to have any bad blood within the clan.

Moving on to the match later on, you think that just because you order people not to kill you , you think they won't? I can't stand your stuck up attitude. You tell people not to kill you and yet you keep going around killing people whom you told not to kill you instead. Think about it.Is it fair? And that's not all. Do you even have the basic manners to say a simple word of 'EXCUSE ME' when people are having a discussion? You just simply barge in on the conversation as if we were supposed to include you. This is the worst part yet, you go to a LAN shop to play a game that can be played AT HOME. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?! You wanna play a game that you can play at home then why bother even coming all the way out here and wasting your poor boyrfriend's money which he has worked hard just for you to play a game you can play at home?! Seriously we had our REASONS for going there which was to TRAIN. You went there with only one reason; to spend your time playing a stupid online game which can be played at home. You can't even take it when your boyfriend made a casual remark about your skills. Seriously i wouldn't take it lying down that easily as he did. Can't you tell it was just a god damn fucking joke?! Nooooo, you had to throw another tandrum and make everyone pissed off. 70% of this entire outing was ruined thanks to you. You can be VERY SURE the next time there is an outing I won't be there if you're going. Cause you would just ruin everything for the entire group. So thanks alot, you did a SUPERB job or runing the outing for us.

Anyway on my part i'm still thinking, yup.