Tuesday, April 3
Sleepless Nights
Haven't been having sufficient rest over the past few days. Just yesterday i was out of the house until the next morning with my DotA clan training overnight. Was so tired when i got home that i took a shower and fell onto the bed and slept for 5 hours straight. Was supposed to go and have a hair cut and change my phone today but apparently mum had to send a friend off at the airport so the plans were cancelled. Then played DotA until 5am in the morning and fell asleep for about 6 hours before heading to PS to meet Eileen. Long time since i saw her. She's changed alot. Didn't do much with her, just ate at macs then went to walk around PS and went hoe after that. I was so damn tired that i came home and took a nap at 6.30 which is usually what i don't do.
Recently, ash has been having some problems with his girlfriend. After talking to him both of us realise that we are both encountering the exact same problem. And we both have the same weakness, we have soft spots. It's like we will feel guilty when we do something bad to another person. I don't know, i don't really have much to say about my relationship anymore. It's over. But the feeling of loneliness of sometimes there. I guess i've grown accustomed to having her around me. Oh well, i'll learn to get used to it.
Should i?
Maybe.. just maybe
1:51 AM