This world is full of it. You can't trust anyone but yourself. How would you ever know that the person you trust most would hide something that u absolutely dislike from you and you wouldn't have known if it wasn't for one of your online friends who told you because he overheard their conversation?

It just sucks to win the 'Jackass of the year' award without even knowing how or why u won it.

I mean, who likes things to be hidden from them. I'm sure that the person whom you could trust completely would definately not hide anything from you right? I guess i found out that you can't really trust anyone, not even your loved ones. Because they too tend to hide things from you as well.

I'm not upset about the fact that the event actually took place, i'm upset that you actually lied to me that you were out with someone else when you were actually out with him. So what if you promised him? You promised me alot of things too. I don't see you fufilling them. The fact that you actually don't even feel remorse about this whole incident hurts even more.There are so many people around me who were against me getting back with you a few months ago. I wouldn't say so many, i would say almost EVERYONE. But i went against them and took my chances. In the end the shit that i had to deal with became worse. Why is it that you always take advatage of the things that people give you and only when drastic measures have been taken that you actually come to your seneses and fucking wake up? I asked 3 people for advice yesterday. And they all replied me with the exact same answer.

You're just too immature. You don't know what love is.AND YOU'RE STILL A KID.

If you knew what love is you wouldn't hide things from me. You would think of how i would feel when eventually i found out. But you didn't. Don't give me the bullshit that you kept it from me because i would react differently. That's pure excuses. You knew it was wrong that's why you kept it from me and even lied to me about it. Throughout the period of time we were together i have never told you a single lie or kept any secrets from you. But yesterday what i saw astounded me.

You just don't know how deeply you've hurt me.You just think everything's ok. Thats how an immature mind thinks. Well so be it.