What happened to the good old days where it just used to be me, my games and my music? All gone i suppose. Been wondering what i've been doing over the past few months with my life. I missed the days in secondary school where life was just simply to attend school daily and reach home and face the computer to play games non-stop till it was time to go to bed.

But now it's a totally different story.

I've got commitments i need to fufill. Things that i'm EXPECTED to do every now and then. I don't evenhave time for myself anymore. Timethat i just want to spend alone. Stress-free, without a care in the world. I really don't know what i've become. A member of the painstaking retribution all humans recieve called real life? Have i really succumbed to this state of mind? I'm really confused at the same time frustrated. I don't evenhave time for myself now with al the projects and whatnot. Maybe oneday i might just isolate myself from the entire world so that i can have time for myself. Or i could always drop one or two commitments that i have. Then and maybe then will i ever have time for myself.

Until then... i'm as screwed as eveyone else.