Monday, January 14
My due has come
I'm thinking of doing a few things. Could be my golas for 2008. I'll try to work towards them if possible:
-Learn to stop whining(alot of people complaining about this)
-Start bearing responsibility for my work(projects,assignments etc)
-Maybe start a journal instead of a blog(it helps in case the internet crashes)
-Stop doing things that i would end up regretting
-Be more friendly towards people and not so anti social
Well that's my list for 2008. Stragely enough i don't forsee myself fufilling any of them. With the exception of the journal of course. All i need is a nice little book to write in ^^
All in due course as they say. Let time decide what my fate shall be.
Off topic, projects are piling up one by one. Stress levels are at a maximum. I barely have enough time to sit down to relax without thinking about what is going to happen the following week or the week after. Sure i might be slacking all the time during lessons not doing anything. But hey, i'm as paranoid as everyone else is. The thought of simply failing the subject just because you couldn't get one teeny weeny function to work is simply horrifying.
The next paragraph is for someone special. I so hope she reads it >.< It's none other than my one and only sunshine in the clouds, my darling Victoria =D.
Dear, i know this is a tough year for you. So much work to be done and it's not easy i admit,having gone through it myself. And with the responsibility that this relationship holds it's not making life alot easier either. But i know you can do it! You've never given up when faced with obstacles(maybe throwing a tandrum or two but that's ok). Your spirit could never be tainted with whatever is thrown at you so go give it your best shot! I'll support you all the way no matter what. If i can help out in any way to lighten your load don't hesitate to let me know. I'll always be here for you rain or shine. All i am is just a phone call away. Lets try to make the best of this relationship ok? Love you lots <33
Well that's about it. Will update again when the time comes. Until then, i'll be digging a grave in case i die of unlimited stress dosage. xD
11:33 PM