Wednesday, February 27
I think i lost 20 marks for IA paper because of some stuff i didn't study.
_|_ IA and ITech. I'm over both of them. Time to throw those books in the cupboard!(except for ITech, gotta return that to jie LOL)
On a lighter note,
Exams are finally over!! *throws streamers and whatever nonsense*
So feel free to date me out people! Because i'm FREE(not free as in $$ free but free as in plenty of time kinda free)
Anyway shall end with something i saw on jie's blog. Had a hard time getting it off cause she disabled right click. But i did it eventually. heh
BEFORE MARRIAGE
He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: NO! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course! Over and over!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: NO! Why are you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Every chance I get!
She: Will you hit me?
He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?
He: Yes.
She: Darling!
AFTER MARRIAGE:
Read from the bottom going up
10:02 PM
Tuesday, February 26
failed my BTT. woooo~ Next session is in May how wonderful. By then i would have already started on my major project and probably won't have time to even go for the test. Oh well. Let's see what my dad says first. He was the one who suggested i take the test in the first place.
Anyhow, ITech paper next! Let's hope i don't fail this.
10:40 AM
Monday, February 25
New Layout
Got this off the net few weeks ago but didn't have the time to play around with it. Don't really have much time to fiddle with it now. I'm due with my ITech books now. Will update soon. Basic theory and ITech main exam tomorrow. Killer combo. Will update soon, hang in there guys =)
10:40 PM
Wednesday, February 13
You just gotta love those holidays
2 weeks of stress form projects=time+effort
1 week of main examinations=mugging
6 weeks of holidays= priceless
There are some things money can't buy.For everything else, there's Mastercard™.
LOL ok so that was lame.
Last day of school is TOMORROW. YES TOMORROW. I'm part happy, part sad, part worried, part bored.
Happy because...
-NO SCHOOL
-6 week holidays!
-slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
-Did i mention? NO SCHOOL =D
sad because...
-Year 3.1 is going to be H E double L for me
-I'm going to miss school food
worried because...
-I might not get the job at adidas because i haven't received any calls yet
-I might make another mistake
-I know i will spend all my money during the holidays
bored because..
-If i don't get the job at adidas i won't have anything to do
-I'm lazy to look for a job
-There's nothing to do for the holidays
I'm considering failing my main exams so i can take the supplementary papers so i have something to do during the holidays. One of my better ideas yet[/sarcasm].
Oh did i mention? I'm having my Basic Theory Test(BTT) on the same day as my ITech paper. That's SO RAD. I have no interest to learn driving anyway. Don't intend to drive anytime soon. Why? Because long bus rides are the best when you can sleep int he bus and at the same time being transported from one place to another. It just isn't the same as a taxi because i have a tendancy to keep staring at the meter as each change makes my heart break into 10 more pieces.
Tomorrow is the last day of all the presentations. 9am-5pm and i'm FREE. And tomorrow is Valentines Day. Like how stuck up can TP be to have school on Valentines Day. Damn them to hell. On a lighter note. Anyone wanna exchange VDay gifts? =D
10:43 PM
Wednesday, February 6
Woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days
Leaning out into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he’s only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, where ever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home
Remembering Sunday-All Time Low
This is the story of a guy. A guy who loved his girl so much that he couldnt take it when she disappeared. Reminiscing about the time when they were together, he decides to look for her. He spends countless nights shouting her name despite complaints from the neighbours. Even after learing from them that she has moved away his undying spirit still forces him to look for his beloved. But when he finally finds her she confesses that she has done something unforgivable and tells him that she has clean forgotten about him. Accepting the fact that it's impossible between them he finally returns home...
Been listening to this song over and over again over my Ipod. Decided to put the lyrics in my blog. It's one of those songs that has lots of meaning behind it.
Ahh true love. ...Upsetting isn't it...
1:45 PM
Tuesday, February 5
Now that i'm almost done with what i had to REDO thanks to [sarcasm]TEMASEK POLY'S PERFECT COMPUTERS WHICH HAVE NO VIRUS WHATSOEVER[/sarcasm]. I had a little time to myself =)
Went surfing the net. Reading blogs and posting random tags everywhere. And through it all i began to have second thoughts. Like i said, i'm indecisive.
I'm not even supposed to be entertaining thoughts like this. And yet i find myself doing so. WHY?!
Someone slap me because i'm not doing what i'm supposed to be doing.
I need to CONCENTRATE somehow.
Of course that's not going to be easy, i have the attention span of a goldfish;3 seconds.
I'm going to sing to get these thoughts out of my head.
TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR~
HOW I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE~
UP ABOVE THE WORLD SO HIGH~
LIKE A DIAMOND IN THE SKY~
TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR~
HOW I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE~
lalalalalalaallaalalalalalalalalalaalalalalalalaala. God someone call woodbridge. I think i'm losing my mind @_________@
1:55 AM
Monday, February 4
Fucked up
SCREW TP'S LAB AND ALL ITS ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ VIRUSES.
A WHOLE MONTHS' WORTH OF WORK GONE IN ONE MINUTE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF??!
SERIOUSLY I WILL PERSONALLY FUCK THE DIMWITTED JACKASS WHO BROUGHT THIS SHIT INTO TP'S LAB.
NOW I HAVE TO START OVER BECAUSE OF YOU. I HOPE YOU FAIL YOUR MP AND HAVE TO RETAKE 3.1 ALL OVER AGAIN YOU MOFO.
Sorry for the colorful language but i can't stand it anymore. First my thumbdrive, then my laptop. AND AND the worst thing is THE BLOODY DIPSHIT FOUND ITS WAY INTO MY PSP MEMORY CARD. Like how 'LUCKY' can i get huh?
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11:39 PM
Friday, February 1
Sadness
"And I do miss the brothers I used to have in the past - Shawn & Brandon. I used to talk to Shawn quite abit over the phone, he was absolutely capable of making me jump - but we simply lost touch after he left maple, since his account was hacked. Brandon is another story all together.
Bro, have you grown up already? I still read your blog once in a while, you know?
Sigh. Memories are hard to walk out of, but we have to walk out from it sooner or later, because we can’t simply just choose to live in the past, as much as we all would want to."
So much i want to say, but the opportunity just doesn't seem to present itself. It's been over a year now, and i've finally come to my senses. I've never wanted to let go of the friendship that we had, maybe i really needed that wake up call from you. Though it might already be too late i hope things can go back to the way they were. Man i'm so friggin emo right now. I could just burst into tears.
1:50 PM
