"And I do miss the brothers I used to have in the past - Shawn & Brandon. I used to talk to Shawn quite abit over the phone, he was absolutely capable of making me jump - but we simply lost touch after he left maple, since his account was hacked. Brandon is another story all together.

Bro, have you grown up already? I still read your blog once in a while, you know?

Sigh. Memories are hard to walk out of, but we have to walk out from it sooner or later, because we can’t simply just choose to live in the past, as much as we all would want to."

So much i want to say, but the opportunity just doesn't seem to present itself. It's been over a year now, and i've finally come to my senses. I've never wanted to let go of the friendship that we had, maybe i really needed that wake up call from you. Though it might already be too late i hope things can go back to the way they were. Man i'm so friggin emo right now. I could just burst into tears.