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Saturday, June 7


  • Why does time have to tick so slowly?

    I don't want to be tortured like this anymore. It's like a drug, the more you take the more you want it. You crave for it like a man in the desert looking for that single drip of water to quench his thirst. You yearn for it the way a child wants a toy and throws a tandrum if he doesn't get it. And your desperate to get it as soon as possible the minute the opportuinity presents itself.

    I'm not talking about food or toys or even drugs for that matter. But think carefully and try to solve this mystery. It's not that hard, everyone has to go through it at some point of your life. Unless of course you're a social outcast, in which case i wish you the best of luck .

    I need to find something to distract myself. Something to keep me occupied until the time comes. Look at the time this was posted and you'll see my point. Sleep has lost its comfort, food has lost its taste and technology has presented itself in such a way that it only makes matters worse. Arghh. Come to think of it it's because of technology which is why i'm in this godforsaken state.

    And if you're reading Cal, it's not porn. I know what you're thinking up there LOL. Same goes to any of you dimwits out there who think i'm going to talk about porn in my blog. That's downright absurd.

    Self respect comes before anything else. That's a principle i adhere to. Because if you don't respect yourself how are you expected to do the same to others? How you react against yourself shows how you will react against others.

    *i'm talking about random shit that comes to my mind now. Kindly ignore me or feel free to do something else instead of reading this*

    I was brought up in a family that was... I can't find the word for it. I think it's a strict code of conduct. It all went down right from the way you dressed to the way you zipped your pants when coming out of the toilet. But that's for my mum's side of the family. Dad's side is the total opposite. Here's the difference


    Mum's Side | Dad's Side

    Friendly? Y Y
    Sociable? Y N
    Thinks of others before themselves? Y N
    Will not hesitate to voice out if something is wrong? Y N
    (something's wrong with the layout. Make it out yourself =x)

    See where i'm going with this? I think it all boils down to your upbringing that makes you the person that you are today. Mum told me stories of how my grandparents(mum) used to beat them(by the way my mum had 5 siblings, i guess mass reproduction was kind of an in thing in those days) with a rice sack over their heads.

    Just thinking of how children were punished back then and how we're punished now makes a whole lot of difference. But it all balances up. You know why? Because back then there were LESSER reasons to get punished. I mean, no computers,handphones,game consoles. The only thing people did for entertainment were to climb trees and catch spiders. So when the punishment comes it only comes once and it hits hard.(sorry that sounded wrong.)

    But now there are so many MORE reasons to get punished despite the punishment being lighter. Exploding your handphone bill, overuse of the computer, playing too much games, spending too much money on games. See? it all balances up.

    I'm really good at talking crap but i think no one's going to read my blog anymore if i'm going to do composition length posts in the near future. So i guess that will have to be it until i feel like rambling on about random things again.

    8:22 AM