i don't know why i feel this way.. it's all so weird.. i mean even if i know that it's kinda impossible but at the same time i can't help but feel insecure about it.

I don't know what is this feeling inside of me that i'm having right now. I feel heartbroken before it's already happened.

I want to spill everything out here.. but i can't because then everyone will know. It'll probably go in my journal i guess. All of a sudden i feel so moodless. Like as if the whole world doesn't mean anything to me anymore.

If he really likes her... i guess it's only right for me to step aside. I'm not going to fight for something that i know i will have a high possibility of losing.

it sucks that this has to happen now... If only someone would have told me sooner...sigh..