This blog has become more of a place for me to dump my feelings rather than update what's going on with my life and stuff. Like i said, there are some stuff that i don't want to say here therefore it will end up in my journal and unless you can get your hands on it i don't think you will be able to know.

In any case probably nobody reads my blog anymore. I don't even know why i continue blogging anyway. I don't even update regularly.

To Someone,

I hate you for doing this to me, you made my life a living hell after what you told me on Sunday. If you think you can sidetrack me because of what you said think again. So what if you have had more experiences with girls and know what they're thinking? Bottom line is, YOU'RE NOT A GIRL. Well of course unless you grew a freaking vagina for some unknown reason. I'd be embarrassed if i were you, having feelings from someone living in a totally different era than you. Plus you look like you're nearing 40. Even *inserts name* looks younger than you. I'm not going to follow your advice just because you told me to. Who are you to me anyway? You don't even know me. so FUCK off.


And to you,

i just want you to be happy. I want to see you smile always, because you deserve to be happy,no matter what happens. Even if i can't be the one to give you the happiness you're looking for, after all that you've been through i hope that after time passes you will soon learn to smile again. There was a version of you, a version of you before you met him, and its not the way you are now. I don't know if telling you this will help, but the only thing that can heal a broken heart... is time.


The show hasn't ended.. it was but a season finale. Don't lose hope. Things will turn out for the better. Be strong like you always have...