Monday, October 6
Things are probably never going to get better. That sucks.
I keep thinking of the worst possible scenarios but i won't do anything about it, which sucks.
I wonder if time will ever return what love stole from you.
It hurts to see you like this. And it's killing me that i can't do anything about it because i'm nobody to you, just a figure of your imagination.
If i was selfish i wouldn't support what you're trying to do right now, but... knowing that even if i was selfish it wouldn't change anything, i'd rather try my best to support it. No matter how much it kills me inside.
I've been killed once before by someone whom i waited for for 2½ years. And if history repeats itself i think i don't even want to live anymore.
Somebody just save me. Please.
12:52 AM