I have so many things i want to say but i just don't know how to phrase them. So many feelings all kept inside me.

Even if i do manage to wait, how long will it actually last? Is it even possible to go long term?

I can't even work without thinking of you now. Doing bar is even worse because most drinks require ____ and you're always asking me for it whenever you're thirsty.

I seriously hope i don't get thrown in bar tomorrow.

I know God doesn't create miracles, he gives opportunities for the miracles to happen. So dear God, if by some unknown way you manage to come across this i hope you can give me an opportunity to prove to her how much she means to me.

To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may mean the world :)