all the people in this group are online... except one.... the one that i want to see online the most.. sigh.. Even Joel whom i seldom see using msn is online.

You know the feeling of how you always dream about something so nice that when you suddenly wake up you feel so, how do i put it, so 'zomfgwtfbbqknnccb' ? Yeah i just had one of those dreams. And this time i'm really banking on the whole 'dreams come true' thing. Because it's what i really want.