The author says hello to a certain someone.

since he knows that she's going to read his blog when he goes offline.

anyway. zoo was good. he will upload lots and lots of pics when he gets home.

and he misses a certain someone :).

will see you guys in 2 daysdays! chao~



Aussie has not been nice to Brandon.

It's super cold there and he almost freezed to death at Perth International Airport.

Apart from that he's doing fine :)

Not like anyone who reads cares anyway... sigh.

will be going to the zoo tomorrow!

and Kings Park the day after~

will take lots of peektures!!! :D

And he can't find his red & black crocs athens!!!!! ZOMFG *emos*



The author of this blog will not be posting prior to the dates mentioned below,

25th March-30th March 2009

Reason: HE'S NOT GOING TO BE IN SINGAPORE :D

BON VOYAGE :))



The purchase was made just a mere two days before his trip to Perth! A great addition to his itinerary! SWEET! :D Every bit of this trip is going to be pure enjoyment. It's like this trip was made to be a turning point in his life. It just keeps getting better and better.




He looked blankly at the blinking cursor on his laptop screen. Somehow everything felt very empty all of a sudden. Despite the upcoming trip to Perth to look forward to, it didn't energize him as much as he thought it would.

The day before, he happened to stumble upon a rather disturbing image. Something that instantly caused a flashback, with every painful memory that he had chosen to throw aside dating from November 2008- January 2008. Still, he couldn't help but smile to himself silently as he thought of it.

"The first person you fall for, no matter who,where,when,why and how, will always be magical."

The recent visit to the airport with Cal to check out flight information regarding their flight nearly killed him inside. It was like reliving a nightmare. Taking the exact same bus, arriving late, rushing to the lift only to miss it at the last second, and sub-consciously he had worn the exact same shirt that he wore that very day, only realising it when he had stepped through the sliding doors with the huge words which read "TERMINAL 3" above them.

He promised himself, that this would be the last girl he would go after. But did it have to be the most painful as well? He had a written agreement in his head that he would go after a girl only if she was fluent in English and would never have to go overseas for long periods of time. And yet, ironically enough, he had fallen for one the exact opposite of the criteria he had set for himself.

"Stop jumping, let your feet touch the ground for once, and see how it feels"




AKG K518 LE Red- $165

New Balance China Mask Red -$103


Crocs Athens Red& Black-$30

attempting to save money for all this while planning for an overseas trip- priceless

There are some things money can't buy, for everything else, PLEASE GO FUCKING ROB A BANK.



He looked at his phone nervously, which was vibrating upon his desk, awaiting it's owner to pick up the incoming call. With all his hope left in him he took the call,

"Hi, may i speak to Brandon please?" came the voice on the other side.

"Yup?" he replied. His heart racing with anxiety.

"Ahh, i'm calling from City Chain regarding the watch you sent in a few days ago" the caller breathed over the phone. "I've managed to find a more suitable bracelet for your watch that fits, however it's not perfect but it's the closest i can find, would you like to come down to take a look?"

His heart feeling a thousand times lighter, and with a slight tinge of near insanity in his voice, he replied," sure, what time do you guys close? Can i come down now?"

"We close at 6pm, but walk-in's are until 5.30pm so feel free to drop by any time until 5.30pm" the voice at the other end of the line said.

"Ok, i'll come down right now" he answered, nearly squealing with delight.

And after an hour of travelling coupled with 30 minutes of waiting and $55 paid to the receptionist almost unwillingly, he left with a smile on his face and thanked the technician as he entered the lift with his brand new watch. And the result?

sidetracking from my stage of seeking forgiveness....





I posted it on facebook and now i'm posting it here. I want the whole world to know that i made the biggest mistake of my life.

This note is not for anybody to pass on. This is a note of apology. I'm going to tell everyone and anyone who wants to see this that I, Brandon Wong , am the scum of this Earth and i deserve to die for hurting my friends Glen and Niki. Feel free to hurl insults at me because i highly recommend it.

On 3rd March 2009 I went to a chalet with both of them at Sentosa organized by one of our colleagues who shall remain unnamed. When the clock struck 12, i disappeared without a trace because i wanted to be alone. A very self-centered and selfish move on my part. The rest of the night followed through as it was but i wasn't myself and it's not their fault at all. Because i never did realize their part of the story.

On the day of my birthday we had to check out of the chalet. Till that moment until we parted ways i neither received any present of any kind, nor was a celebration held to commemorate the day. Being the insensitive asshole that i was i only thought on my part and told myself that they didn't care that it was even my birthday and to even get me a gift despite me doing the complete opposite for their birthdays in the past year.

Awhile later i sent Niki a message spilling out everything that i had kept inside. At that point i didn't consider anyone's feelings but mine so without thinking i sent it, finally feeling better inside. But what i didn't know was that i brought a world of hurt to my two close friends whom i treasured. I let my feelings get the better of me and it hurt the two people who matter the most to me.

The truth was, i only thought for myself and not about them. Glen had insufficient time and capital because he had three birthdays to celebrate including mine and also due to his exams just finishing the week before. Niki had her pay delayed and was also short on capital. Not even considering the above factors i went ahead and blasted the both of them with everything that i felt inside. Not knowing that it would hurt them.

Those who are close with me will know that i sometimes tend to think of myself before others which happens on occasion. And that i say things that sounds ok to me but hurts others it some way or another.

I just want to say that over the past two days i have been the biggest jackass and the lousiest friend to the both of them and i do not deserve them as friends. But i'm not going to let them go no matter what.

Glen and Niki, you guys have shown me what true friends really are. After Glen scolded me in an entire train of people(which i totally deserve), i came out of the station and teared just before i called Niki to apologize. I know i hurt the both of you in ways nobody can imagine. I love you guys and nothing will ever make me give up on this friendship. Hopefully you can find it in your heart to put aside what has happened today and yesterday and start from scratch. I really don't want to lose either of you because of some petty temper that i was throwing.

I am truly sorry and i hope that both of you can forgive me. This friendship means more to me than life itself and without either of you life will never ever be the same.





Midnight. He sat on the beach alone, in the still of the night, listening to the waves crash against the sandy shore. Painful memories flashed past him at every instant, forcing him to recall the events that occurred two months back...

“我可以问你一个问题吗？可是我问你之后你一定要回答我...”

“？”

“你为什么会喜欢上我呢？”

the vibration of his phone snapped him back to reality. It was Glen, probably curious as to where he had disappeared to after his long absence from the chalet room. Not wanting to be rude he left it to vibrate while still gazing out onto the ocean. After the call diverted itself to his voice mailbox he instantly switched it off, an obvious signal that he wanted to be left alone and not wanting to be rude to constantly not picking up Glen's call.

He looked at the horizon ahead, which distinctively resembled what he saw that very night at East Coast. Lights blinking from the distant ships stationed at the nearby harbor and the sky above them similar to that of a sunrise. He took his bottle of Barcadi Breezer and thew it neck-first into the ocean.

Looking up into the night sky once again he noticed that the sky was shrouded in dark clouds, all but one star was twinkling in the blanket of clouds. He looked at it and softly chuckled to himself. "Looks like i'm not the only one who's alone tonight buddy" he said to himself as he jumped off the lifeguard chair that he had settled in for the past hour. Feet sand-filled and heart as cold as ice, he slowly made his way to the 7-11 nearby.

After purchasing a cone of chocolate ice cream for it's natural aphrodisiac and a cup of noodles to curb his hunger pangs, he made his way back to the resort and climbed over the gate. After filling his cup of noodles with hot water and nearly scalding himself in the process, he proceeded to rest on one of the arm chairs along the poolside. Shortly after, Niki appeared in front of him and interrogated him about his absence. Upset as he was, he tried to maintain a positive mindset and told her that everything was fine, when it sure as hell wasn't.

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The next day wasn't any better. The minute he woke up he was stuck in a reality that no one really bothered to properly celebrate his birthday. A reality he forced himself to believe a dream. Even the two people whom he thought genuinely cared about him didn't give two hoots about it.

It wasn't a matter of buying a gift exactly, even a simple card would have sufficed . But the only thing he got was a birthday wish and that was the end to it. Even a blind person could see that they didn't give a shit about it. Sure he had spent considerable amounts on them when their birthdays were around the corner but that was beside the point. What mattered was that his thoughts had gone unappreciated. Then again, when has anything he did for anyone been appreciated?

He thought about every little thing that he had done for them. Waiting for them to finish work so that they could cab home together, running off from work abruptly to buy medication for them because they were sick and didn't feel well. Trying to help them in any way he could. And yesterday was a day that put their friendship to the test. And he finally realised something after what happened. He was not their friend. Not even close.

From today onwards, this very moment, Peach is dead.