He looked blankly at the blinking cursor on his laptop screen. Somehow everything felt very empty all of a sudden. Despite the upcoming trip to Perth to look forward to, it didn't energize him as much as he thought it would.

The day before, he happened to stumble upon a rather disturbing image. Something that instantly caused a flashback, with every painful memory that he had chosen to throw aside dating from November 2008- January 2008. Still, he couldn't help but smile to himself silently as he thought of it.

"The first person you fall for, no matter who,where,when,why and how, will always be magical."

The recent visit to the airport with Cal to check out flight information regarding their flight nearly killed him inside. It was like reliving a nightmare. Taking the exact same bus, arriving late, rushing to the lift only to miss it at the last second, and sub-consciously he had worn the exact same shirt that he wore that very day, only realising it when he had stepped through the sliding doors with the huge words which read "TERMINAL 3" above them.

He promised himself, that this would be the last girl he would go after. But did it have to be the most painful as well? He had a written agreement in his head that he would go after a girl only if she was fluent in English and would never have to go overseas for long periods of time. And yet, ironically enough, he had fallen for one the exact opposite of the criteria he had set for himself.

"Stop jumping, let your feet touch the ground for once, and see how it feels"